Gradually, slowly and painfully pushing the rock up the mountain hoping to reach the tipping point where things are easier on the down side of the slope. Whomever said it is better to have loved and lost is an absolute idiot. 2011 has been the second most difficult of my life. It’s strange, when things are going well professionally they don’t go well personally and vice-versa. Compared to others I’m incredibly fortunate and everyday I tell myself that.